yesterday i woke up cranky, end up not going to work and had lots of thoughts floating in mind till my head spinning.

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dun get me wrong, i do not hate my job, but i simply don’t love them. i wanted to do sumthing i can spill my energy but yet still had fun doing it. and i do not want to be employed my whole life. but until yesterday, i still can’t make up my mind.

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so, we went to watch transformer yesterday, but then i felt guilty doing so. i suppose to be at work! then i went to giant, bought a few things, until i went into this jamu-jamu shop. tahulah aku ni kan terlebih peramah, jadi sempatlah berborak ngan the owner. wah, she owned more than 10 kiosk all around malaysia. she started doing bisnes 15 years ago, and now look at her owning even small shops, but still..wow! sorry to say, kalau terselisih kat pasar, aku akan ingat dia ni an ordinary makcik.

i tell her about my fear “nak bisnes la kak, tapi takut”

‘kalau takut sampai bila pon tak boleh, akak dulu takut jugak”

aha…semua yg terjadi came clear to my mind, dari pagi malas nak pegi keja, nak keluar jumpa orang tapi she was busy…. everything happened for a reason!

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i finally gave a serious thoughts about getting into bisnes. first step first, and doing it the old fashion way, i have to register for kursus keusahawanan.

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waduh, kepala masih berat & I am scared!